Beside the Point

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Dear Blog:

I am so sorry I've been neglecting you lately. I've thought about you often, I swear I have, but I have no excuse for withholding the attention you need or deserve. I hope that we can work through this, because I'm not ready to give up on this relationship. Are you? I assure you I will do my best to devote more time and energy to you in the future.

Lots of love,
Me

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Dear Blogging:

You've been good to me these past two years. You've provided me with information and entertainment during those quiet times at work and at home. You've helped me reconnect with old friends and follow their lives to a greater degree than if I had maintained communication through more "traditional means." Furthermore, you've actually made me smarter. Sure, I'm not a better writer than I was before I discovered you (that is my fault alone), but I'm more informed about current events and some basic ideas than I was before I met you. I was too busy playing around with art and video production to learn about things like habeas corpus and straw men, but thanks to you, I know about these things and much, much more. Sometimes I feel that using you for news and information is akin to learning about the world by reading only the editorials in the paper, and maybe I'd be smarter still if I only read the paper cover-to-cover. Yet many bloggers who are far more intelligent and educated than I am support their arguments with references, they point to articles, and they understand the necessity of traditional journalism. Furthermore, their discussions are more frank and honest than the paper's editorial section; unlike the editorials, the bloggers can engage the readers and the readers can participate in the discussion. When I read a blog, I feel like I'm listening to a heated conversation in a university coffee shop, but it's a conversation I can access at any time, in many different locations. I wonder what Habermas would think? Blogging, you are a blessing. However, you are also responsible for many of my bad moods. You've helped pull some wool from my eyes, and we all know that ignorance is bliss. Sometimes when I click on you, you show me things I don't want to see, things that make me sad or angry. Sometimes I have to ignore you to maintain a cheerful disposition, or sanity. But I will be hard-pressed to give you up. Even if I stopped writing, I don't know if I could stop reading. Blogging, you are an addiction. A vice and a virtue.

Just thought you should know.

Lots of love,
Me

Monday, September 10, 2007

Holy Crap

Those last two posts were almost exactly the same. What is wrong with me that I can't be bothered to read one post down and not write the same damn thing? Oh well, there is a crisis at work (that has nothing to do with being bought by you-know-who) so things should at least be a little more exciting here, if not in a good way.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

The Truth

The truth is, I'm suffering from a nearly debilitating lack of motivation and I'm not sure how to beat it. Some of it stems from my internet addiction. Some of it comes from being out of shape. Some of it comes from my job-related ennui, and some of it is probably a result of other things altogether. So I suppose that in order to beat this, I need to work out, spend less time on the computer (yeah, I know I said I would and I DID, for a minute), find more work at work to keep me busy, and basically maintain a momentum. Um, yeah. I'll get right on that, after I check in with my blogs....